2001chuca

I lower my gaze. I don’t want to chat more than once without wali. Only serious interactions please. Salafi- hanbali- athari. Actively improving in adab. Learning arabic. Quiet guy but can definitely talk. Not flashy. Trying to live modest and humble. Caring- respectful- honest. I try to live by the sunnah and get the character of the salaf- as good as possible in every aspect and ofcourse in marriage. I want to marry for the sake of Allah but also because it’s a dream since i was a kid. To take care of someone- physically- mentally- emotionally and spiritually. I would constantly care about what would make my wife smile in sha Allah- that’s just how i am. Easygoing- respectful- caring- i want to say emotional intelligent en mature but i don’t think someone can say that about themselves- loving- i am romantic in very specific ways- can be playful and last but not least- fun. -Bad points- —- I can be a little bit lazy sometimes but i think everybody has that somewhere- not something to worry about but i’m working on it. What i would like for you to know and to care about a lot and to understand and to help me with is that i have hyperawareness which is most likely linked to hypervigilance. Basically extreme overthinking- it’s actually my brain in overdrive. Which makes me crazy and impatient in my head but people know me as very patient somehow. I have trained myself. It has its good and bad sides. Basically —- i’m trying to be and live like the salaf as much as possible because i believe it was pure perfection.