خيرالنسأ

I am 30 year old. Malay -KL-. English- Malay speaker. Currently living independently- casually visting my parents on weekends. Parents are in separating procedures but I am still connecting to both- In Sha Allah. I have zero kids. I am the second child from 5 siblings in total including me. I am finding out Mawada from TikTok since I lose hope in Muzz app already. Allah says to pray and work for things you want so I am reaching here hoping Allah will accept this as an effort to it. I am planning on having cats for a while until trust can be build- especially when I will be living with a stranger as a partner in future. I trust Allah but I want to trust myself too. This only goes heavy for those who understands and not denying my preferences. Wallahu alam