notStoic

I was born and raised in the Middle east and lived most of my life there. I came to Bangladesh to pursure a career in a field which I found out that it wasnt halal so I had to give it up. Now my goals in life are much more simple and family oriented rather than focusing on just myself. In sha Allah I would like to find pious partners for my sisters- I want to start my own family and nurture and guide my partner and children in the path of Islam- and finally if Allah wills a distant dream of mine is to save enough to do Hajj with my family- my immediate priority is to do hajj with my mother before she passes away- but I hope I can afford to take my partner with me as well. I started practicing my religion about 7 years ago and ever since then I-m on a journey of seeking knowledge about this beautiful religion of ours. I-m currently learning about Athari-Hanbali aqeedah - fiqh which is different from Salafi-Ahle Hadith aqeedah - fiqh-. I want to do this to get closer to Allah and earn His pleasure and to be knowledgeable enough to try my best not to stray away from the straight path and raise my family with proper Islamic teachings and values. I am planning to teach my wife and children -if Allah blesses us with them- the basic foundational knowledge of Islam- especially my wife as I want our marriage to be the foundation of our family and not our children- and I want that foundation to be grounded with Islamic beliefs and values so we can truly love each other and our children for the sake of Allah. As for my personality- l-m stuck somewhere between being goofy and being very serious- so you-ll find me joking around and the next moment you-ll find me be all strict and serious- so labelling my personality isnt easy with how much it fluctuates- but for the most part you can say I-m a straightforward person. I-m not the most sociable person as I lack social skills but I try to maintain my ties with my relatives and the few friends I have. I feel more comfortable bringing out my personality when I-m alone with someone rather than in a party like environment. I can be somewhat of a softie around people who I know won-t judge that side of me. I-m not much of an adventurer or a traveller but I like to go on walks and get in touch with nature. I dont have any hobbies right now because most of the things that I used to kill time with like watching movies- shows- sports etc were haram and I recently gave up all of them so right now my only other special interest is gaining religious knowledge. In August of this year- I permanently moved out of the country that I was born and raised in and spent almost 20 years of my life- I-m currently in Sylhet handling the immigration process of my family for them to go to US and also looking for grooms for my sister- once I see off my family in couple of months in sha Allah I-m planning to work in Dhaka or Sylhet. And a note here- the jobs that I can do there have a salary range of 30-40k -I-m mentioning this so that you can get an idea of where my level is in terms of education and finance-. I want me to be the sole mean through which my wife gets Allah-s rizq. I don-t want them to work online either as it will become a hurdle for them to fulfill the right of their husband. If you think I-m strict and serious- i can assure you I-m much worse irl..I-m kidding- I-m just someone who is in touch with their wants and needs- and that can come off as serious and arrogant- i know because I-ve come across such profiles when I was looking for grooms for my sisters. So yeah if you-re okay with your partner being like this and having these expectations- feel free to reach out to me- I would appreciate if you could involve the wali immediately.